1. "A razzle dazzle wedding takes place in the hotel courtyard and I watch it all from a safe distance - like Richard Dreyfus at the end of close encounters of the third kind. I wonder why they even bother with the ceremony. It seems like such a great deal of trouble for everyone, and merely because two people have found themselves sexually compatible - but with no suspicion that their feelings might change with time. Hidden behind a huge plant, I cannot imagine giving any more to life than I have already given. I can see through the human heart, and I know that life’s biggest prize is to have the day before you as yours alone to do with as you wish"

    Morrissey (Autobiography)

    This quote & the song "Will Never Marry (x) give me such a peace of mind and an answer to a question I had always struggled with.

    Unlike every other girl it never occured to me my “perfect wedding dress”. I never dreamed of happily ever after. Like happiness was only found with another person instead of within. Or even inside a ring.The idea baffles me. Eludes me. I became reminded again today when this girl my age exclaimed that she had just got engaged and the sound excited squeels erupted from every other girl around me, looking at her ring and pictures and listening intently while asking a hundred questions. It goes over me like a missed joke. I feel bad for missing out on this apparent shared excitement but only confusion and apathy await. It’s not that I am against it. It is not statistics or cynical bad experiences. It is lost in translation.

    This is one of the many ways I discovered that I am possibly aromantic or at the very least gray-aromantic/lithromantic. Even when or if I look and ponder upon love fondly I do not wish it to ever be returned. I watch it on screen or read it in books. I don’t mind the ideal of love on a canvas, or on a page where it looks the prettiest. Where I can fully submerge myself through it’s ranges of colors, emotions, and when I’m done I can close the book, look away or stop the movie when it gets too much. I can look from afar and appreciate it for what it is even if I don’t relate or understand it myself. People are messy, paintings are timeless.

    It is comforting to know at least Morrissey understands (as always) lol. Life’s biggest prize IS truly  to have the day before you as yours alone to do with as you wish.

    I’m writing this to say
    in a gentle way 
    Thank You - but no
    I will live my life as I

  2. Oh and don’t forget the other 25 states where having an incestuous cousin marriage is okay too.
Bestiality and incest? SURE
Between two PEOPLE who love each other? NAH
seriously what the actual @#$%.
smh I am so ashamed of being american sometimes…I feel a need to apologize to the rest of the world and universe SORRY.

    Oh and don’t forget the other 25 states where having an incestuous cousin marriage is okay too.

    Bestiality and incest? SURE

    Between two PEOPLE who love each other? NAH

    seriously what the actual @#$%.

    smh I am so ashamed of being american sometimes…I feel a need to apologize to the rest of the world and universe SORRY.

  3. xglamitupaashbbyyx:

<3

YES INDEED! :D
my two other favorite people 
adam & obama hell yeah lol ;D this makes me so happy guys.
equality = <3
now lets repeal amendment 1

    xglamitupaashbbyyx:

    <3

    YES INDEED! :D

    my two other favorite people 

    adam & obama hell yeah lol ;D this makes me so happy guys.

    equality = <3

    now lets repeal amendment 1

About me

The Name’s Chelsea :)



I took my first breath on April 8 1992, which makes me 22

First & foremost I am an lifelong passionate Artist

Printmaking, Drawing, Painting & Creating are my THiNG

I see the world through a kaleidoscope of vivid colors, endless shapes & only the highest hues & day dreams. Good Luck trying to show me otherwise or Getting my head out the clouds lol

Music is a huge love for me. It's he soundtrack of my life, which is usually as endless & ever changing as my moods. From Classical to Punk, New wave to New romantics, grunge to Rock n Rollers, Blues & Progressive. I listen to EVERYTHING. But I have to say, most of the music I listen to is older than me lol xD My favorite genre is nostalgia. I am an advide Vinyl Collector.

&& if I don’t fill pages with paint, color or lines, they are filled with stories, words & poems. I Love writing.

Fashion & Makeup ♥ are another artistic outlet for me. I see myself as a canvas and I HAVE to express myself, its the artist in me. It's Don't be surprised if you see me in rhinestones, feathers in my hair or a crazy outfit.

I’m a total hippie at heart I can’t STAND wars, violence, drama, & hate. I never judge & I truly can not hold onto grudges - I don’t feel the need to spread negativity in the world, we already have too much.

I’m an Idealist & a perfectionist, a dreamer & a doer I am extremely open-minded & open-hearted, & Liberal in all sense of the word.

Nostalgia is a way of life for me. I'm in love with the past and convinced I was born in the wrong generation and time.

I'm an INFP

I am an Aries through & through

I'm the definition of a Blitz Kid//New Romantics Wannabe

I'm a total Harry Potter nerd :)
&& a very proud Hufflepuff :)

I am definitely a night owl.
Nighttime is my favorite time

England is my second home
Ireland is my third .
Irish Blood, English heart, American Born.

I love Books & Philosophy. Transcendentalism is one that I live by. Thoreau is my hero. John Lennon, even more so ♥

Boy George is also a HUGE inspiration to me, definitely one of my all-time heroes/idols etc. He completely changed my life for the better.

I can say the same for Adam Ant & David Bowie, Love doesn't Describe what I have for them :)

I'm a total nerd. I LOVE learning. History, theology, quantum physics, philosophy, and anything that ends in ology. I'm always asking questions, trying to find answers, challenging perspectives, and trying to enrich myself.

Most will see me as shy quiet & mostly introverted, but I’m not what I seem. I'll most probably surprise you :)

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