"I’ve always felt above sex and love… I believe that all those things like love, sex, sharing a life with somebody, are actually quite vague. Being only with yourself can be much more intense. I personally have always felt trapped witihin the feeling of being constantly disappointed with people. In a way I do feel things that are conceivably better and more important than sexual situations. I mean, sex is presumably the final point one reaches. It doesn’t matter to me. All the emotions I need to express come from within me. They don’t really come from other people. I seem to feel things far more intensely and precisely than people who express a rag-bag of emotions and survive, just, loads of relationships. I see all situations, even when I’m not involved and it’s nothing to do with me, in a very dramatic way."
Morrissey
THANK YOU. I don’t really talk too much about this aspect of myself because I never knew how to explain it since it’s so out of the social norm and people don’t understand. But I finally found a quote to describe EXACTLY how I feel about love/etc. and even someone who actually feels the same way. I honestly thought I was the only one. I have absolutely no desire for love, relationships, companionship, sex, one night stands, dating, romance, lust, you name it. I don’t get lonely. I don’t even understand what it means when people say they feel lonely or they need a “soulmate”. I thrive when I’m alone and feel claustrophobic and deeply threatened if even the incling of romance appears. The relationship with myself is the deepest of all and I’m not prepared to give that up. I’m not asexual or against people though, I guess just apathatic. I’ve always felt above it too. it’s never been apart of who I am. I find my completeness, solice and peace that other people find in love in my freedom, individuality, myself and most importantly in my passion as an artist. Perhaps all the passion people express and have for one another I have for my art.